Control, this is one very simple. People say everything is under control. We should control our emotion. We should control our weight. But it is one thing that is very hard to insist. After knowing ourselves. We should learn to control. 

Control is one simple word but one thf hardest things to do. People have the wiling for the delicious food. People have their own desire. People wish they can live the life style they want. But we all know we would never get satisfied. Maybe today you wish to eat two hamburgers, but the food is so delicious the next day you wish you can eat three. And in the 7 sins , most of them are trying to let us control our desire. But seems most people can not do it. 

One of the most important things is controlling our mouth. As our life is keeping improving. We can not even make ourselves get full in the past. But now we can eat whatever we want. Seems it is a good thing. But the high blood pressure, the high blood fat and the diabetes, all these diseases is caused by the food. We can not control our food. We can not control our health.

We should learn to control. To insist with something is very important. We build up our body by insisting the work out. We keep our body health by insisting the healthy food and sports. We insist many things to keep things in order. This is one basic ability of human beings.

Conrtolling our lives is important. 

Time flies to the 2016. Though it is a little late to say happy new year.  The weather here is colder than any city I have been. But it feels more Christmas. Because there is the snow.  After living in the southern side of the country for years. It feels exciting when you see the snow. It is as beautiful as in the memory. However things would ot be the same as before. 

I want to talk about the clothing and the feeling.

I met my classmates in the high school last year. They have changed so much. That make me sad. I believe growing up is one sad story. When the people wearing the suits and tie standing in front of you. You feel you have to step into one adults' world. To speak like one grown man is one hard thing you can not stand. These people are talking like they are calculating something. They are trying to know what worth you can bring them. They are trying to benefit from you or something you own. It is sad. Because it feels you are not their friends any more. 

I am not sure what is the position of me in this world. I can not make a change. I wear the hoodie and the sweatpants. I act like a youth. But I am almost 30. This is strange. Maybe I just do not know about myself. Especially for my clothing. The clothing is showing your position of the society. Sometimes you have to wear like a business man to talk with the people who care what kind clothing you dress. I may have to do something to change myself. I may stick with what kind look I like. It is all depends on my own choice. It is hard to know myself. And it is hard to make a choice.