Music and fashion have a very close connection. The stars have their own stylist to support them with the clothing. It is one kind talent which require the strong sense of the color. Catching up with the latest world fashion news to keep the stars being the leader of the fashion world. That require a lot of hard work. They are hiding at the behind but bring us the most popular stars to the stage. 

When they are standing one the stages with thousands of people cheering. It should be one wonderful moment. 

Among the bands there are some very special ones. The Hollywood undead is one among them. Hollywood Undead is one band founded in Los Angeles. Their hard rock music can be perfectly matched with the rap. They are very welcomed among the young people. And their signature is the masks. They have the powerful music. And the mask is also one kind art work. Their masks all have their own signature for everyone.Mask is one nice thing with the cool decoration for the face. But people do not understand the masks because they are trying to hide the face. What I should let people know is, we love the music. Why would we care about the masks? Cool band with the most amazing music, that is enough. We do not care about the masks. 

The game is built for fun. And some game is built for a new life. I hope one day there is one game can bring the player into a real life. People start a life there. They have the chance to make a choice in the game. They can choose what to do in their life. But I think most of the people play the games is because they feel boring in their normal life. So the GTA V is one great sand box game.

First, the game have a story line. You can act as the mike who have two naughty kids and one beautiful wife. Trevor is a mad man who is easy to get angry. Frank is a new player in this city. But he have the talent. The story line is good as every one have his own signature. Mike is a father who is always worrying about the family. Trevor shout a lot because he is easy to get angry. Frank is a calm person know how to handle things. 

And one the best thing is the Online mode. The GTA is not just one PC game in your home. You can play with many other players online. You can arrange the online plan for a bank , the battle or stealing a car. These things are totally impossible in our life. These tings can bring us exciting moment when taking the risk. But we all know it is impossible for us.I have heard the Australia have banned this game already. I think they are over reacting. The players in this game are all adults. We all know the risk of the crime. We are not going to take the risk because we all have the fmaily and our own job. Why would we try some dangeous things which may destroy our stable life? Game is a game and life is life. They worried too much.

Now it is time for home. I would play the GTA tonight. 

This is the first day I start using the diet dinner.

This is the list of my food for the supper.

1,250g chicken chest 

2,150g vegetable

3,100g fruite.

It is easy to cook. Just put them into the boiled water. Then it is all done.The taste of the food is horrible except the fruit. Imagine the chicken do not have any taste and the vegetables boiled in the water. In order to lose more weight, I have to do this. It is wrong to sleep late last night. So today I would sleep around eleven. 

There are still 30 days for me to lose more weight. And there are a lot of things need to be done in this short time. 

When the time is limited the time is more precious. I want to save every second to make it full used. Maybe it is the nature of us. When we are lack of something, that thing would become precious for us. It is working for many things. And I need to make plan for these days.

First I need to lose the weight

Second I need to make up myself a tattoo.

Third, I need to make all things packed up. 

Fourth, I need to spend sometime visiting this whole city( It is a pity that I have been living in this city for 9 years, but I have never visited most of this city)

There are many things happened in our life. We have made the wrong choice. Then we would feel regret for what we have done. But there is no chance to turn back. The time can not be reversed. What we do is just grabing the every chance right in front of us. Do not waste your time missing your chance. Then keep focus. And now what I should do is spending this night in the right way. Make time full used.

The weight finally reach around 165 lb. After take a weight of myself, I am surprised when I have reach this high weight. I start to think of the time what I have eaten all these days. 

I have eaten the junk food like the hamburger. But I do not believe the hamburger is the junk food. When you devide the hamburger into three pieces. You would find the hamburger is just made of the bread, vegetables and the meat. They are all the normal food. So why when they get together , they have become the junk food? I have these questions for all these years. But the fat is always with me. I think I need to change my taste for the food. The potato chips , the soda drinks, coke and many things. They are all in my food list. They have large numbers of energy. And that would bring fat to the body. Your body shape is also one signature of yourself. You can not conrtol your body shape. That means you can not control many things. So I believe the fat people usually do not have a good control ability for themselves. I am one just among these fat people. So I have to change. 

I used to keep doing the sports. The sports is one good way to burn the fat in our body. But I quit the sports since last year. I have spent a lot of time on watching the TV. And I think the happiest life style is I am sitting in the sofa, watching the television and eating the delicious food. It is also needed to change. I still remember the body is much lighter while keep doing the sports every day. Now I am fat and look old. 

Time to stop being a fat person. I need more and more sports from now on. 

I think I should put this in the record because it is one funny happened to me. It was a night after I took the bath. The floor is wet because I get off the bath room with the water covered the body. When I was looking into the mirror. There should be one bee in my sight right behind my back. I was so frightened.And then I feel something is right behind my neck. I believe it was the bee. Then I run to some place to hide from it. But then I slip on the water. Then when I calm down I find that the thing on my neck is the necklace I was wearing all the time. And the bee is gone. Maybe it is frightened by  the my behaves. Then when I realize it was my mistake. I laugh for a really a long time. It make my right hand hurt. But I am still laughing. I finally know how I scared of the bugs. The bugs is one special things which created by the nature. I think they are horrible because I have some scary experience with the bugs. They used to appear in my sheet while I am sleeping. They also have bite me for no reason. All these things make me feel it is horrible to see the bugs. People would be afraid of something which have hurt them. So do I.

It was funny while I tell this to my parents. They both laughed loudly. 

The memory is precious for us. I am glad I can remember many happy things happened in my life. And people should write it down when you think it is worthy to write them down. 

The cold night make you calm down. It was one night in September. The nearest time for me to death. But it is also the time where I have found the hope.

In the autumn the weather is always rainy and windy. I was a high school boy who have just lost the first love. My family is poor. Mother opened up one small store along the street in our house. And I have a classmate who live around and he is not nice. I feel shame for my poor family. It is a sad truth. There are a lot of young kids just like me. They are not confident because their family is poor. But the classmate live around ask many of the classmates to come to see the store. One of them is the one I like. People say the young kid do not know what is the love. But I believe it is the purest love. They laugh at my family because of the small store. I feel shame but there is nothing I can change. It is the truth. Then I run to my bedroom and cry. The mother do not understand me. In the night, she still yell at me. I am sensitive in the teenage. I feel it is the shame. In the September night I run up to the top floor of the building next to my family house. The top floor is one flat roof covered with the black painting. I and my friends have get here when we are the kids. Now they all have moved away from this place because of the bad environment. But our family still live here. I stand at the edge of the roof. There is one second I think I can jump down and finish all the suffering. But I failed. I do not have the courage. Then I ly on the roof of the house. The rain stopped and the stars show up at the dark blue sky. It was very beautiful. I ask the god why I am suffering in my life. Why can't I live a better life? There is no one answer me. But since then I have made up my mind to change the life. 

After I get back the family house, my mother ask me where I have gone.I do not answer. She never know I have thought that much at the roof right next to her store.

The silent night make people think. The brain is one universe. The memory is the stars. There are the shinning stars and the dark stars. They make up this universe. It is beautiful. 

I used to be one naive man who believe that passion can change one's mind. Love is one thing you can not control. It is like the magic between two people. And you can not make people love you. You just can attract other people. But I do not know understand why there is no one love me. I do not know the feeling of being loved. It is a shame and also sad. 

Do you believe in fate? This question have been asked a thousand times. Yes or no, it is one hard choice. People work hard to change their life. Someone have turned their own stories into the legend. But what we have done during this age?There are more and more people better than us. So how can we believe we can change the fate. Maybe the god or one system have arranged their life. But they are not caring us. The fate make us have someone love. Or the fate would make myself be alone forever. 

Here is my situation. I work fior myself. It is a running good enough to raise one company but it is better than working for others. But I have to work alone. There is no people I know here. I have to work all day long. I even do not have a partner. All these things make me have to be alone. So will I give up the work here to start a new life at the place where I know more people. Or should I just stay here to earn more money? This is one question. I am still single at the age 27. There is no love here. And the job here is the only thing I care. But how can I make a choice?

I am back from the travelling. 3 months that quite a long travel which have spent me so much money. Now it is the time to go back home and get them back. Usually the holiday would cost me a lot but if I am happy that would make me feel worth. This time I have gone to the southern side of the city. The city is wonderful and the hotel comfort and clean. I love travelling because you would never care if you make the whole house a mess. Because every day you can enjoy your new bed and this is the life we love for sure. And that is just wonderful for us.

Back in time means I come back right at this time. My brain have a lot of ideas for the new business I would ever make. And the time make me have a lot of new thoughts for these thing. I would try my best to make them done .This is the one deeply inside me. And I think one day I would spend most of the time travelling. I never care about the future. Because there used to be one old saying if we get to the bridge.The bridge would get straight and you would never care about .And the bridge is for your life. I never care about it .